it's been months since my last post i think...wah!!! and it's been months that i've been bumming all day inside my cozy house...i'm getting bored!!! super bored that i'm wanting to go schooling again...:(.... *pif
oo nga..graduate n nga ako,board passer pa... la nmn akong trabaho...haiz... i feel useless and dumb and every stupid adjectives applies to me... i'm desperate...desperate of having a job... it's not because i don't have any opportunities at all.. i do...but the thing is, the job offers that i get are far from my field of expertise... call center jobs... customer service assoc...tech support and stuffs like those...and then there's another one, english tutorials for korean students.. i think that would be fun though... *sigh!*
well, the good thing is, i already have submitted my credentials for a staff nurse position in a gov't hospital...i was told to wait til october...if not, november...*geez, lapit ndin nman*
cguro nga i'l just have to wait... naniniwala nmn ako that God has better plans for me... minsan lng tlga i get impatient...and it's not good... i know...but sometimes,even if u understood it already, u'l start questioning HIM again and again..."kelan po b?...gusto ko n po mgtrabaho.."
*pif..*
maybe i'm pathetic..yes...i know...
-the ambivalent empress...
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
personality tests...sumhow true...yeah rayt
nakita ko to sa notes ni analyn sa facebook.. i got curious.. hehehehe...
i was surprised kc nun knlick ko ung link personality tests pla ung lamn ng page... i got interested... ever since i love taking tests like this... kya aun cnubukan ko.. most of the time, the analyses are sumwat true... nakakagulat nga eh..pero totoo tlga... ktulad nlng ng mga and2...
What's your personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
>>> yeah i do desire a love that will last forever...hopeless romantic ang drama ko ngayon...
What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 55%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
Is He The One For You?
Success Rate In Relationships: 71%
Your relationship is moving forward. Just don't trip over.
You and him would be typical young lovers. It would not be all sweet and romantic if you got together, sometimes you would argue or get confused, but those elements would only make your relationship more exciting. At the moment you are probably assuming that he likes you, but sometimes you might not be so sure. Don't worry, you can be sure that he also feels the same way. When both of you sense special feeling towards each other, your relationship is certainly growing. What you should do is try to express your feelings a little more and learn more about him.
Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 65%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show
You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.
* You are more concerned with yourself rather than with others. Superficially, you are a quiet and imaginative person. As you choose to sit at the back, you can converse with your friends although you do not talk a lot.
* You had a dream when you were young. For you, having friends is important, so you have a lot of close friends who share the same dream and interest. You and your life companion have similar personalities.
* You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.
* You are quite pessimistic and wavering. People can simply find out what's on your mind from your facial expression or speech.
i was surprised kc nun knlick ko ung link personality tests pla ung lamn ng page... i got interested... ever since i love taking tests like this... kya aun cnubukan ko.. most of the time, the analyses are sumwat true... nakakagulat nga eh..pero totoo tlga... ktulad nlng ng mga and2...
What's your personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
>>> yeah i do desire a love that will last forever...hopeless romantic ang drama ko ngayon...
What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 55%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
Is He The One For You?
Success Rate In Relationships: 71%
Your relationship is moving forward. Just don't trip over.
You and him would be typical young lovers. It would not be all sweet and romantic if you got together, sometimes you would argue or get confused, but those elements would only make your relationship more exciting. At the moment you are probably assuming that he likes you, but sometimes you might not be so sure. Don't worry, you can be sure that he also feels the same way. When both of you sense special feeling towards each other, your relationship is certainly growing. What you should do is try to express your feelings a little more and learn more about him.
Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 65%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show
You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.
* You are more concerned with yourself rather than with others. Superficially, you are a quiet and imaginative person. As you choose to sit at the back, you can converse with your friends although you do not talk a lot.
* You had a dream when you were young. For you, having friends is important, so you have a lot of close friends who share the same dream and interest. You and your life companion have similar personalities.
* You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.
* You are quite pessimistic and wavering. People can simply find out what's on your mind from your facial expression or speech.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
weee
hai...nkita ko rin hnhanap ko... at sa NBS recto pa... takte... wala sa MOA PB and NBS...dun ko lng pla mkkita... ang mahal... i don't think it's worth it... i'l go for e-books nlng... sana mei "he's just not that into you"...i can kinda relate to it...
waahhh... i so love it... nung una kong nbasa ung first lines ng blog review bout dun, hinalughog ko n lhat ng NBS sa manila...*exaggerated lng un :p* hehehe...
pero sobrang ntuwa tlga ako knina nung nkita ko xa... sa sobrang excitement, i left my ULG sun sa shelf ng mga cook books... darn! and the worst thing is naalala ko xa nung pababa n ako malapit samen... argh tlga! i can't complain... it was my fault...who's to blame but me...
argh...
aun...
ano pba? nmiss ko kxeng mgblog... kea gnto...hahaha...
cge na...antok nko eh...
byerz!
waahhh... i so love it... nung una kong nbasa ung first lines ng blog review bout dun, hinalughog ko n lhat ng NBS sa manila...*exaggerated lng un :p* hehehe...
pero sobrang ntuwa tlga ako knina nung nkita ko xa... sa sobrang excitement, i left my ULG sun sa shelf ng mga cook books... darn! and the worst thing is naalala ko xa nung pababa n ako malapit samen... argh tlga! i can't complain... it was my fault...who's to blame but me...
argh...
aun...
ano pba? nmiss ko kxeng mgblog... kea gnto...hahaha...
cge na...antok nko eh...
byerz!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
He’s Just Not That Into You
He’s Just Not That Into You Movie Quotes
Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you. You're deeply missable. However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you.
I don't want to be "sort of dating" someone. I don't want to be "kinda hanging out" with someone. I don't want to spend a lot of energy suppressing my feelings so I appear uninvolved. I want to be involved. I want to be sleeping with someone I know I'll see again because they've already demonstarted to me that they're trustworthy and honorable -- and into me.
Everyone wants to be loved and needed, particularly by the person who just broke up with us. I understand. What could be better than hearing from the man who just told you he didn't want you in his life anymore ... his sad, wistful, "I miss you so much" voice on the other end of the phone? It's validating. It's exciting. It's irresistible. But resist you must.
A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person ... if he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately he's just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you.
It's very tempting when you really want to be with someone to settle for much, much less -- even a vague pathetic facsimile of less -- than you would have ever imagined. Remember always what you set out to get and please don't settle for less. These guys exist because there are a lot of women out there who allow them to.
Deciding to get back together with someone is a complicated and difficult decision. Just remember that the person you are getting back together with is the same person who, not long before, looked you in your beautiful face, took full stock of you and all your qualities, and told you that he was no longer in need of your company.
Breakups, I've heard, are supposed to be just that. Breaks. Hard, clean breaks. No talking, no seeing, no touching ... keep your hands to yourself. The relationship is over. Half the people I know move after a huge breakup, and frankly that makes perfect sense to me. You're not supposed to sleep with the guy who just broke your heart a week ago. Fine. Next time I'm in this situation I'll cry. Stay in bed and wail. Go to the gym if I can. Call all my friends and burden them with my misery. Sleep too much. Cry some more. See my therapist more often. Get a puppy. Do whatever I have to so eventually I can move on.
There's a guy out there who's going to be really happy that you didn't get back together with your crappy ex-boyfriend.
Don't give him the chance to reject you again.
“A girl will never forget the first boy she ever likes.” .”“We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you.”
“If a guy treats you like he doesn’t give a s— it’s because he doesn’t give a s—.”
“An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of “ruining the friendship.”
“Don’t get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he’ll do the asking.”
“If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.”
“I just need you to stop being nice to me unless you gonna marry me.”
“What if you meet the love of your life? Are you suppose to let that pass you by?”
nkuha ko to ke jaymie tan...hahahaha... mapanuod nga... mabsa nrin.. meron bng buk nito?
Sunday, February 15, 2009
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woah... after so many days ngayon lng ulet ako nkpagpost... (haha..parang ilang araw lng nmn...) ngayon lng din ulet ako nkpag-onlyn sa friendster, multiply, and face book...kea mdaming post update n ung nlagpasan ko... ang dami ko nding mail alert sa email ko...
kmusta ako?well, i'm not ok... ndi dhil sa ♥life...kundi dhil sa may cold war kme ng mga kpatid ko...take note..."mga"... yeah rayt... cla bajhing and nancy... my two closest siblings... ang panget sa pkiramdam... they didn't tell me directly kung bkit cla cold, but i think i knew why...and i don't have plans of telling you guys why...hehehe... super pangit sa pkiramdam... last nyt, during the 7:30 mass, habang binabasa ung gospel, i cried discreetly... hndi ko alm kung anu ung ngtrigger pra tumulo ung luha ko, bsta i just felt that something is aching inside of me... super tlga ung feeling n un...knowing that my siosters were there also inside the church attending the mass... hndi ko man lng cla nkita during the "peace be with you" part... sa bhay mas malala... i don't speak to them, they don't speak to me...pag may sasabihin cla kay tita nila pinapasabe... pag nasa baba ako, and they're also there, sinasaksak ko ung earphones ko... huhuhu... feeling outkast ako sa bhay... naiinggit nga ako pag tumatawa cla eh... kxe before, we do really laugh out loud over funny and crazy things together...grrr... i hate it!!! but i don't hate them really... dunno... i just cudn't hate them for hating me... *OMG! naiiyak tlaga ako...hehehe pero uko umiyak, kce exposed ako kila mama...* haiz, i don't know kung hnggang kelan ko matitiis ung mga gnung moments...
GOD HELP ME!!!
kmusta ako?well, i'm not ok... ndi dhil sa ♥life...kundi dhil sa may cold war kme ng mga kpatid ko...take note..."mga"... yeah rayt... cla bajhing and nancy... my two closest siblings... ang panget sa pkiramdam... they didn't tell me directly kung bkit cla cold, but i think i knew why...and i don't have plans of telling you guys why...hehehe... super pangit sa pkiramdam... last nyt, during the 7:30 mass, habang binabasa ung gospel, i cried discreetly... hndi ko alm kung anu ung ngtrigger pra tumulo ung luha ko, bsta i just felt that something is aching inside of me... super tlga ung feeling n un...knowing that my siosters were there also inside the church attending the mass... hndi ko man lng cla nkita during the "peace be with you" part... sa bhay mas malala... i don't speak to them, they don't speak to me...pag may sasabihin cla kay tita nila pinapasabe... pag nasa baba ako, and they're also there, sinasaksak ko ung earphones ko... huhuhu... feeling outkast ako sa bhay... naiinggit nga ako pag tumatawa cla eh... kxe before, we do really laugh out loud over funny and crazy things together...grrr... i hate it!!! but i don't hate them really... dunno... i just cudn't hate them for hating me... *OMG! naiiyak tlaga ako...hehehe pero uko umiyak, kce exposed ako kila mama...* haiz, i don't know kung hnggang kelan ko matitiis ung mga gnung moments...
GOD HELP ME!!!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
i'm done
finally!!! hehehe...OMG!!! at last ntapos ko din ung charity work ko for my frend oday... (echos lng...hndi ung charity...mei byad un..) hahaha... grabe... hndi knaya ng powers ko ung mga nkasulat sa libro ng mga soon to be " engineers" kong frend... kmusta nmn kya kung un ung pinursue kong course noh?!? hahaha anu keang ngyari sken? but anyweiz, okei na eh...hahaha... ngbibilang nlng ako ng araw... *ampanget!?! parang mamamatay* aion, bsta...ngccountdown nko...at nkikita ko na ang sarili ko sa loob ng isang malaking hall...yipeee!!!
~~~~i really love what i'm doing here... hai...buti nlng nkahanap ako ng niche s cyberspace... ang saya-saya! it really feels good wen i'm able to express how i feel irregardless of what i'm feeling... whether i'm happy or sad... i don't care if i make sense or not... all that matters to me is that i write and i write whatever's on my mind till i get tired... =') pero xempre masay din nmn kung may mag-cocompliment sa mga pinagagagawa mo db?
i do believe in the thoery of relativity... what may be right for me may be wrong for you and vice versa... pwedeng para sken maganda ako tas sa iba, ako ang pinakamaganda!!! hahaha... *u cannot make angal...i'm in control of the keyboard=')* hahaha.... pwedeng ung masaya para sknya eh malungkot para sken...it really depend on how you view things in your own perspective...
so pwede rin kya na meron tayong kanya-kanyang realidad? gets mu ba??? kung pagbabasehan ang teoryang ito eh di hndi nting matatawag na baliw ung mga taong cnasabi nting ng-"hahallucinate"... at hndi rin tayo pwedeng manghusga ng kung ano ang tama at kung ano ang mali??? hahaha.... tae... anu daw??? pati ako nguluhan tuloi...ang gulo tuloy ng utak ko...hehehe...
~~~madalas kesa sa hndi, ginagawa kong kumplikado ang mga bagy-bgay khit na hndi nmn dpat...ung iniicp kong solusyon sa problema, kung minsan sobrang malayo tlaga...kea imbis na maayos, lalo tuloy gumugulo ang sitwasyon... ilang beses ng ngyari un sken eh...hahaha... ang nkakainis dun, alam ko n nga n ako ang ngpapakumplikado sa sitwsyon, pinagpapatuloy ko pden...para bang un lng ang alam kong gawin... kelan ko kaya mararanasan n gwing simple lng ang lhat ng npakakumplikadong bagay para sken?.... wish ku lang...
~~~~ayan...mejo maluwag n ung utak ko..hahaha...wala nkong msabe eh... gusto ko ng mabsa ung new moon hnggang breaking dawn!!!! anyone hu has a gud heart? pls lend me ur twilight saga books.... i'm pleading u!!!! hahahaa... i'm just a poor gal who cannot afford to buy the precious books i wanted to read... hnggang hiram lang ako eh...
nyt everyone!!! swit drimz!!!
God bless!!!
hai...auko maspoil ung mga gnung moments ko... hehehe... tama na... *mei gnun?!*
~~~~i really love what i'm doing here... hai...buti nlng nkahanap ako ng niche s cyberspace... ang saya-saya! it really feels good wen i'm able to express how i feel irregardless of what i'm feeling... whether i'm happy or sad... i don't care if i make sense or not... all that matters to me is that i write and i write whatever's on my mind till i get tired... =') pero xempre masay din nmn kung may mag-cocompliment sa mga pinagagagawa mo db?
i do believe in the thoery of relativity... what may be right for me may be wrong for you and vice versa... pwedeng para sken maganda ako tas sa iba, ako ang pinakamaganda!!! hahaha... *u cannot make angal...i'm in control of the keyboard=')* hahaha.... pwedeng ung masaya para sknya eh malungkot para sken...it really depend on how you view things in your own perspective...
so pwede rin kya na meron tayong kanya-kanyang realidad? gets mu ba??? kung pagbabasehan ang teoryang ito eh di hndi nting matatawag na baliw ung mga taong cnasabi nting ng-"hahallucinate"... at hndi rin tayo pwedeng manghusga ng kung ano ang tama at kung ano ang mali??? hahaha.... tae... anu daw??? pati ako nguluhan tuloi...ang gulo tuloy ng utak ko...hehehe...
~~~madalas kesa sa hndi, ginagawa kong kumplikado ang mga bagy-bgay khit na hndi nmn dpat...ung iniicp kong solusyon sa problema, kung minsan sobrang malayo tlaga...kea imbis na maayos, lalo tuloy gumugulo ang sitwasyon... ilang beses ng ngyari un sken eh...hahaha... ang nkakainis dun, alam ko n nga n ako ang ngpapakumplikado sa sitwsyon, pinagpapatuloy ko pden...para bang un lng ang alam kong gawin... kelan ko kaya mararanasan n gwing simple lng ang lhat ng npakakumplikadong bagay para sken?.... wish ku lang...
~~~~ayan...mejo maluwag n ung utak ko..hahaha...wala nkong msabe eh... gusto ko ng mabsa ung new moon hnggang breaking dawn!!!! anyone hu has a gud heart? pls lend me ur twilight saga books.... i'm pleading u!!!! hahahaa... i'm just a poor gal who cannot afford to buy the precious books i wanted to read... hnggang hiram lang ako eh...
nyt everyone!!! swit drimz!!!
God bless!!!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
recollection: february four two thousand and nine
weeeeeeeee....
earlier this day, our class had a recollection held at the school multi-purpose hall...it was supposed to start at 8 am...i arrived 9 am...i was late! grrr... sayang... yeah...i really don't find recollections as a corny event...i'm actually excited about it...i sat at the back with rj, menchie and brion... it was kinda noisy.... ang ingay ng mga classmates ko...ang aga-aga restless na cla..hahaha.... when i looked at the person speaking in front, i recognized that he was the same guy who facilitated our recollection way back 2007, when we were second year....that was held in San Carlos Seminary at Guadalupe, Makati City... aun...geh balik na tayo sa present... hehehe... pinalipat kme ni Sir joel sa hrap...nauna akong lumipat....then menchie followed.... we sat on the second row...then a woman stood in front and told everybody sitting at the back to transfer in the vacant at the front row... good thing that they followed her...hehehe.... nung una mejo attentive to unattentive ung status ko...hahaha... sorry po! tska c mench, ang daldal! hahaha.... interesting nmn ung talk eh.... (i forgot to mention the name of the facilitators...hehehe.... there were two of them...kuya joel and ate malou) kudos to you peple!
aun... i wud just like to share some of the few words of wisdom na shinare din nila smen knina...^^tnx to menchie and brion for the notebook and pen n binigay nila sken nung bday ko!hehehe.... tnx also to karla for lending me her colored pens....luvyah kulluh!
" you can never be sure....:'(" ---ate malou
kung anong ka ngayon yan ay dahil sa kung ano ung mga gnwa mo noon...you can blame no one but yourself!
we are called to exist!
respect begets respect..
the antidote to our every FEAR is our STRONG FAITH in God!
LET GO!!!!
will you stay or go...?
life is so short!:'(
relate with others... bridge the gap...
" less prayer, less blessing... no prayer, no blessing... no God, no Life..."
use your heart instead of your mind...
sbe ni ate malou eto ung meaning ng humility....
humility is the knowledge of who God is and the complete acknoledgement of who we really are
hndi daw totoo na time heals....
We have the capacity to change and bring change because we are God's children....
act consciously!!! BE AWARE!!!!
~~~~ change is a commitment....it is constant.... curiosity leads to change.....CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!!!! CHRIST completes the CHANGE!!!!.....
where our reason ends, FAITH begins...
~~~~~ basically, umikot ung recollection nmen tungkol sa pgging ready nmen sumabak sa mundo sa labas ng paaralan... kung matatag ba ang relasxon nmn sa mga mhal nmn sa buhay....sa mga tao sa pligid nmn...sa mga taong hndi nmn kakilala....sa relasyong nmn kay God at kung anu2 pa...
i really had a great day today.... after the talk....ngkaroon ng reconciliation/ hugging moments ang buong class ng BSN IV-6...hehehe... yes, i hugged them al...except for the few yata n busy rin hugging our other classmates... i reconciled with chai... yeah.. that's for real... hai... who wud want to keep her grudges...not me of course...bsta masaya... andme nga ding food eh...parang puro kaen lng ung ngwa nmen knina... hahaha...andame kong nkaen na taba!!!! yummy! aion...
after the recollection, mench and i went to the mall of asia... ngpasama kxe xa sken bumili ng toot-toot...hahahaha... it was fun!!!! ng-camwhoring lng kme sa loob ng fitting room....nyahahaha... we tried on the dresses we liked... hay...i really love those dresses that we had tried on... hai... para kmeng mga shopaholic kuno sa gnwa nmen!!! FUN! FUN! FUN! tlga...
i'l not go into the details nrin kce, meron pkong ggawen eh... un lng for this day....
ciao^^
God bless!!!!
earlier this day, our class had a recollection held at the school multi-purpose hall...it was supposed to start at 8 am...i arrived 9 am...i was late! grrr... sayang... yeah...i really don't find recollections as a corny event...i'm actually excited about it...i sat at the back with rj, menchie and brion... it was kinda noisy.... ang ingay ng mga classmates ko...ang aga-aga restless na cla..hahaha.... when i looked at the person speaking in front, i recognized that he was the same guy who facilitated our recollection way back 2007, when we were second year....that was held in San Carlos Seminary at Guadalupe, Makati City... aun...geh balik na tayo sa present... hehehe... pinalipat kme ni Sir joel sa hrap...nauna akong lumipat....then menchie followed.... we sat on the second row...then a woman stood in front and told everybody sitting at the back to transfer in the vacant at the front row... good thing that they followed her...hehehe.... nung una mejo attentive to unattentive ung status ko...hahaha... sorry po! tska c mench, ang daldal! hahaha.... interesting nmn ung talk eh.... (i forgot to mention the name of the facilitators...hehehe.... there were two of them...kuya joel and ate malou) kudos to you peple!
aun... i wud just like to share some of the few words of wisdom na shinare din nila smen knina...^^tnx to menchie and brion for the notebook and pen n binigay nila sken nung bday ko!hehehe.... tnx also to karla for lending me her colored pens....luvyah kulluh!
" you can never be sure....:'(" ---ate malou
kung anong ka ngayon yan ay dahil sa kung ano ung mga gnwa mo noon...you can blame no one but yourself!
we are called to exist!
respect begets respect..
the antidote to our every FEAR is our STRONG FAITH in God!
LET GO!!!!
will you stay or go...?
life is so short!:'(
relate with others... bridge the gap...
" less prayer, less blessing... no prayer, no blessing... no God, no Life..."
use your heart instead of your mind...
sbe ni ate malou eto ung meaning ng humility....
humility is the knowledge of who God is and the complete acknoledgement of who we really are
hndi daw totoo na time heals....
We have the capacity to change and bring change because we are God's children....
act consciously!!! BE AWARE!!!!
~~~~ change is a commitment....it is constant.... curiosity leads to change.....CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!!!! CHRIST completes the CHANGE!!!!.....
where our reason ends, FAITH begins...
~~~~~ basically, umikot ung recollection nmen tungkol sa pgging ready nmen sumabak sa mundo sa labas ng paaralan... kung matatag ba ang relasxon nmn sa mga mhal nmn sa buhay....sa mga tao sa pligid nmn...sa mga taong hndi nmn kakilala....sa relasyong nmn kay God at kung anu2 pa...
i really had a great day today.... after the talk....ngkaroon ng reconciliation/ hugging moments ang buong class ng BSN IV-6...hehehe... yes, i hugged them al...except for the few yata n busy rin hugging our other classmates... i reconciled with chai... yeah.. that's for real... hai... who wud want to keep her grudges...not me of course...bsta masaya... andme nga ding food eh...parang puro kaen lng ung ngwa nmen knina... hahaha...andame kong nkaen na taba!!!! yummy! aion...
after the recollection, mench and i went to the mall of asia... ngpasama kxe xa sken bumili ng toot-toot...hahahaha... it was fun!!!! ng-camwhoring lng kme sa loob ng fitting room....nyahahaha... we tried on the dresses we liked... hay...i really love those dresses that we had tried on... hai... para kmeng mga shopaholic kuno sa gnwa nmen!!! FUN! FUN! FUN! tlga...
i'l not go into the details nrin kce, meron pkong ggawen eh... un lng for this day....
ciao^^
God bless!!!!
Friday, January 30, 2009
wut a day!
grrr... i'm beck! hehehe... wala lng...i wud just like to tell about sumthing that had happen in the past few days!... hayz... sum were fun... sum were not...
monday... Jan. 26, 2009~ aun, nu nga bang mgandang ngyare? hehehe... i was stunned wid the way he(rJ) looked at me... hahaha... panu b nmn kce, i asked him kung bkit xa malungkot during LMR time(seat mate kce kme eh)...tas aun, tumingin lng xa sken...cguro for about 10 seconds(tgal din nun ha)... *sad* ang lungkot nia kce.. affected pdin b ako? ewan ko...cguro oo...nmn.... frend ku kya xa... aun...as usual, menchie, brion, rj and i took long walks from skul hanggang tulay... and as always, ngfudtrip kme...*fishball, kikiam, isaw, kwek-kwek and a bottle of sparkle,,,ahhh, sarap!* tas, ngkita kme ni kwek sa mcdo mrt rtonda... hahaha... i was just happy to see him agen! hndi kme kumain sa mcdo... yoko kxe muna ng float...bad for my throat....='( walkathon din ang drama nmen from jabee merville hanggang sa bhay ni ate lala (his friend)...tas hnggang sa parish, then gate 1, gate 2 hnggang sa gate 3... and we end up sa isang lugawan...love it! plano p nmn sana nmn ni mench kumain din ng lugaw... aun, kwento-kwento... after eating lakad n nmn uli pbalik...nkita nmn cla al and che...pauwi n gling parish... hay.... sana lng tlga mdlas ko xang nkksama... kung ano mang meron samen, hndi p nmn mxadong pinag-uusapn un eh...potek...ang labo ba? haha... nyweiz basta aun... mxaya nmn ung araw n un...
tuesday, Jan.27, 2009~ gnun pdin...usual happening sa skul... discussion, lectures, quizzes... haiz...at ang issue sa classroom kung san bang review center kme mgrereview for the NLE...hay... ung iba sa carl balita, tas meron din sa nightingale, tas may gapuz... hay... ako undecided pa... that day, i was torn between carl balita and nightingale review center... hai... tas we (mench, brion, rj and me) decide na pumunta sa espnya pra mg-inquire personally about sa review programs n inooffer ng mga review centers... hay... aun...and so planned it on wednesday...8 am sa lrt taft station
Wednesday, jan 28, 2009~ omigosh! late akong ngicing... hay.... cgro mga 630 am un...at tnatamad p kong kumilos... hay... i was worried kce aukong malte...nkkhiya kc ky rj... kea i rushed to take a shower... nung ngbibihis nko, i cheked ny phone for messages...ngtxt c rj... sbe nia, hndi dw muna sya mkkasama smen... ='( sad! kulang kme... aun...para nkonmg tinamad kumilos... pero still tuloy pdin kme... nkaalis akon haus mga 755 yata... 5 mins nlng late nko... traffic p sa magallanes...ahy... itextd menchie and brion... hay...pgdating sa meeting place wala p pla ang mg mokong... at nsa malayong lugar p cla ng bicutan...hay... nghintay ako...mga 30 to 45 mins lng nmn...hay...huhuhu... nyweiz, ngcmula n ang pglalakbay nming tatlo (ako, menchie and brion)...we opted n sumaky ng lrt and bumaba kme sa bambang station... nkita nmn ung cross ng ust church...and we thought n mlapit lng ung pupuntahan nmn! hahaha...nglakad kea kme from lrt to ust...layo...grabe...kapagod! ngsight seeing p kme sa harap ng ust...hahha... (way back in high school, gusto ko tlgang mkapasok sa ust khit isa ung mlaking ASA! hahaha...ntupad nmn un eh, nkapasok kme nila weng, and che para kumuha ng application form...hahaha... that time parang ayaw nmng lumabas ng campus! hehehe) so balik n tayo sa kwento ko ngayon.., hndi alam ng guard kung san ung sampaloc manila...potek tlga! hai... buti nlng matiyaga kmeng tatlo... nkita nmn ung hinahanap nmn afetr forty light years! andun ung malaking tarp ni sir carl...hahaha... kharap ung sa royal pentagon... sa harap ng building nklagay ung names ng mga reviewees nila n nkpasa ng board...hai...katakot! tas ung...umkyat kme sa tass.. sa stairs may mga mukha din ni sir carl... hahaha.. tas un..pagpasok nmn, inentertatin kme kgad nung nsa desk...pinkita niya smen ung inooffer nlang rview program... hai...at xempre may dala n pla ung dalawa n pmpa-reserve...mga excited! haha...at xempre nnalo n nmn ang peer pressure(madalas yan sbihin sken ni brion)... ngpareserve ndin ako...haha... umutang muna ako sa pondo... at xempre, hirl scout ang lola nio dhil meron nkong dalang 1x1 ID pic... dandadadan! chenen! may id nko! hehehe... hai... third batch ung kniha nmng sched...hay... God bless us...after nun, sumilip kme sa pentagon...tass ng passing rate nila...in fairness! after that kumaen kme sa mcdo... ahy...windang nko nun...andame ko ng gutom!... c brion, umiral ang pagka-perv... hehehe... hai grabe! at nglakad ulit kme pbalik ng lrt station...potek..inikot nmn mula uspanya hnggang FEU hnggang recto...takte...akala n nmn nmin mlapit n ung lrt...LINE 2 pla ung nkita nmin...huhu...ngjip n nga lng kme eh...ktamad n kceng umkyat ng stairs... hay... aun...
thursday, Jan.29, 2009~ duty mode ako nung araw n un... fudge! and i thought i was so ready wid my things na... gmit ko p ung bag ni jing... aga ko kyang nkaalis ng bhay... hay...all was smooth sailing...ang tass din ng araw... soooooooo hot! i'm all sweaty... eeww.. may nkita pkong accident sa may malibay... i arrived at LRT station 1230H...hahaha...aga ko pa! then when i cheked my bag, i realized that one vital thing pra mkpag-duty ako was not in my bag... my DTR!!!??!!! MY OH MY... without any further thinking, naalala ko bgla kung san ko xa nlgay... i put it in my drug handbook which i left at home...hay...and so hurried back... walk, sweat, walk, sweat,walk... potek tlga db?!? hay, hndi ko n maintindihan ung mga tumatakbo sa utak ko that time... anong oras nko mkkpasok... dpat 1330H mkpgtym-in nko... hay... sumakay ako ng jip...konti lng ung psahero...hay...mdalang lng din ung sumasaky pg puno si mnaong...ung unang jip n nskyan ko nhuli pa ng MMDA... badtrip tlga! ung 2nd n nskyan ko, takaw din sa pasahero...gusto lhat knya...ang tagal niang umalis sa may evangelista...huhuhu...ang tagal.... potek....kung pede lng paliparin ung jip, ginawa ko na... tnext ko n c tita nforming her na uuwi ako dhil naiwan ko ung DTR ko... hai... pagdating ko sa bhay, nkita nko ni tita nsa malayo plng ako kya hawak n niya kgad ung DTR ko... thank you po!... nkita ko din si mama, nsa taas...ngsasampay ng nilbhan nia... hai...sorry po! panigurado, make-up duty n nmn un... hay... mejo mtrafic n pbalik...lalo n sa may edsa... huhu...i was hopeless that time...not even superman cud save me... i'm doomed! aun....late n nga tlga...pagbaba ko ng UN station, hndi nko tumakbo para habulin ang oras sa bandi clock....it was too late... parang latang-lata ako....i was thinking not to attend my duty anymore, besides i'm already late... hay... kso naicip ko, bka i-charge ako ng unexcused make-up duty and that wud cost me much.... aaww...kya pumasok nlng ako... aun...duti-dutihan...hndi pko ready mgpasa ng NP that tym kxe hndi pko tpos... hahaha... wat's new wid me ba? always late...always cramming... hay... at the end of our duty, nkita ko cla brion and lizet sa nsg service offide... i hugged lizet and greeted her a happy birthday!!!! i love her... really! then came him (^^)... la lng... i had an idea of what was gonna happen... he followed her... i witnessed his love for her.... ahihi... i even shouted GO ___!!! kaso ang bagal nia ehh...kea aun, nauna n ung isa... hay... sad...super sad.. durog... pero okay lng nmn... aun...kme nlng ni brion ung nauna... gusto sana nmn xang samahan eh...kso gabi na...aun...c brion nlng ung kinulit ko sa jip...haha...he was about to tell sumthing... related sa knila... hai...ayaw png sbhin sken eh cnimulan n nia... kanina ko nga lang nbasa eh... for now, i wud just want to pretend na hndi ko xa nbsa...
Friday, jan. 30, 2009~ ang aga nmn sa skul knina...takte... 747H ako nkpagtym-in...sbi kce dpat dw before 800H nsa skul na... meron kxe kme kninang seminar with Mrs. Po...(forgot her name...soo sorry!)she's a board member of the board of nursing.... she explained to us the do's and don'ts sa NLE...hay...mejo konti lng nrinig ko atska naintindihan kxe i was very sleepy that time... hay...atska... singit ko lng..ang aga nmn dumating sa venue...we sat on the seats in front, hoping that wud be our seat for the day...kso pinalipiat kme sa likod....and it was bullshit! hay... aun nga...balik tyo ulit... antok ako...sobra... hay... nung ntapos ung exam, we went ot moa for lunch...jabee kme kumaen... then bumalik sa skool for re-take ng exam sa LMR..5 p nmn ung exam kea we stayed at the library...at as usual, umatke si antok... we slept ove rthe table... nghanap p kme ni menchie ng site n malayo sa mata ng mga librarian...(bwal kxe matulog sa lib...)...haha...tas umkyat n kme nung 5pm na...tgal p nmng nkhanap ng rum knina... tae.. para kmeng nomads... hehehebut anyweiz, mejo madali yta ung exam knina...salamt sa libro at notebook ko...kung hndi ko cguro cla bnasa, wala akong masasagot.... after the exem, umuwi ndin kme kgad...punta cla mench ng moa preo hndi kme sumama ni rj... fudtrip nlng kme sa may tulay...(fishball and kikiam+ sparkle) hehe...mukha n nmn xa malungkot...auko ng gnun xa... nga pla... i talked wid kwek over the fone...nmiz ko lng kc xa...he was so busy with his work...that sometimes i feel neglected...ahehe...drama... kea i requested for pasalubong... hehe...my dinner dw kxe xa wid his brothers sa SFC... aun... good boy nmn xa kc bnili nia tlga ako ng pasalubong hehehe....
aun...
and the rest was history....
BTW... baby, thank you for the strawberry mousse... i so love it!
and i love you too!!!
i mean it! from the bottom of my heart!
^^
nkakatamad n eh....357H n orasan ng PC ko... geh...
ciao...
monday... Jan. 26, 2009~ aun, nu nga bang mgandang ngyare? hehehe... i was stunned wid the way he(rJ) looked at me... hahaha... panu b nmn kce, i asked him kung bkit xa malungkot during LMR time(seat mate kce kme eh)...tas aun, tumingin lng xa sken...cguro for about 10 seconds(tgal din nun ha)... *sad* ang lungkot nia kce.. affected pdin b ako? ewan ko...cguro oo...nmn.... frend ku kya xa... aun...as usual, menchie, brion, rj and i took long walks from skul hanggang tulay... and as always, ngfudtrip kme...*fishball, kikiam, isaw, kwek-kwek and a bottle of sparkle,,,ahhh, sarap!* tas, ngkita kme ni kwek sa mcdo mrt rtonda... hahaha... i was just happy to see him agen! hndi kme kumain sa mcdo... yoko kxe muna ng float...bad for my throat....='( walkathon din ang drama nmen from jabee merville hanggang sa bhay ni ate lala (his friend)...tas hnggang sa parish, then gate 1, gate 2 hnggang sa gate 3... and we end up sa isang lugawan...love it! plano p nmn sana nmn ni mench kumain din ng lugaw... aun, kwento-kwento... after eating lakad n nmn uli pbalik...nkita nmn cla al and che...pauwi n gling parish... hay.... sana lng tlga mdlas ko xang nkksama... kung ano mang meron samen, hndi p nmn mxadong pinag-uusapn un eh...potek...ang labo ba? haha... nyweiz basta aun... mxaya nmn ung araw n un...
tuesday, Jan.27, 2009~ gnun pdin...usual happening sa skul... discussion, lectures, quizzes... haiz...at ang issue sa classroom kung san bang review center kme mgrereview for the NLE...hay... ung iba sa carl balita, tas meron din sa nightingale, tas may gapuz... hay... ako undecided pa... that day, i was torn between carl balita and nightingale review center... hai... tas we (mench, brion, rj and me) decide na pumunta sa espnya pra mg-inquire personally about sa review programs n inooffer ng mga review centers... hay... aun...and so planned it on wednesday...8 am sa lrt taft station
Wednesday, jan 28, 2009~ omigosh! late akong ngicing... hay.... cgro mga 630 am un...at tnatamad p kong kumilos... hay... i was worried kce aukong malte...nkkhiya kc ky rj... kea i rushed to take a shower... nung ngbibihis nko, i cheked ny phone for messages...ngtxt c rj... sbe nia, hndi dw muna sya mkkasama smen... ='( sad! kulang kme... aun...para nkonmg tinamad kumilos... pero still tuloy pdin kme... nkaalis akon haus mga 755 yata... 5 mins nlng late nko... traffic p sa magallanes...ahy... itextd menchie and brion... hay...pgdating sa meeting place wala p pla ang mg mokong... at nsa malayong lugar p cla ng bicutan...hay... nghintay ako...mga 30 to 45 mins lng nmn...hay...huhuhu... nyweiz, ngcmula n ang pglalakbay nming tatlo (ako, menchie and brion)...we opted n sumaky ng lrt and bumaba kme sa bambang station... nkita nmn ung cross ng ust church...and we thought n mlapit lng ung pupuntahan nmn! hahaha...nglakad kea kme from lrt to ust...layo...grabe...kapagod! ngsight seeing p kme sa harap ng ust...hahha... (way back in high school, gusto ko tlgang mkapasok sa ust khit isa ung mlaking ASA! hahaha...ntupad nmn un eh, nkapasok kme nila weng, and che para kumuha ng application form...hahaha... that time parang ayaw nmng lumabas ng campus! hehehe) so balik n tayo sa kwento ko ngayon.., hndi alam ng guard kung san ung sampaloc manila...potek tlga! hai... buti nlng matiyaga kmeng tatlo... nkita nmn ung hinahanap nmn afetr forty light years! andun ung malaking tarp ni sir carl...hahaha... kharap ung sa royal pentagon... sa harap ng building nklagay ung names ng mga reviewees nila n nkpasa ng board...hai...katakot! tas ung...umkyat kme sa tass.. sa stairs may mga mukha din ni sir carl... hahaha.. tas un..pagpasok nmn, inentertatin kme kgad nung nsa desk...pinkita niya smen ung inooffer nlang rview program... hai...at xempre may dala n pla ung dalawa n pmpa-reserve...mga excited! haha...at xempre nnalo n nmn ang peer pressure(madalas yan sbihin sken ni brion)... ngpareserve ndin ako...haha... umutang muna ako sa pondo... at xempre, hirl scout ang lola nio dhil meron nkong dalang 1x1 ID pic... dandadadan! chenen! may id nko! hehehe... hai... third batch ung kniha nmng sched...hay... God bless us...after nun, sumilip kme sa pentagon...tass ng passing rate nila...in fairness! after that kumaen kme sa mcdo... ahy...windang nko nun...andame ko ng gutom!... c brion, umiral ang pagka-perv... hehehe... hai grabe! at nglakad ulit kme pbalik ng lrt station...potek..inikot nmn mula uspanya hnggang FEU hnggang recto...takte...akala n nmn nmin mlapit n ung lrt...LINE 2 pla ung nkita nmin...huhu...ngjip n nga lng kme eh...ktamad n kceng umkyat ng stairs... hay... aun...
thursday, Jan.29, 2009~ duty mode ako nung araw n un... fudge! and i thought i was so ready wid my things na... gmit ko p ung bag ni jing... aga ko kyang nkaalis ng bhay... hay...all was smooth sailing...ang tass din ng araw... soooooooo hot! i'm all sweaty... eeww.. may nkita pkong accident sa may malibay... i arrived at LRT station 1230H...hahaha...aga ko pa! then when i cheked my bag, i realized that one vital thing pra mkpag-duty ako was not in my bag... my DTR!!!??!!! MY OH MY... without any further thinking, naalala ko bgla kung san ko xa nlgay... i put it in my drug handbook which i left at home...hay...and so hurried back... walk, sweat, walk, sweat,walk... potek tlga db?!? hay, hndi ko n maintindihan ung mga tumatakbo sa utak ko that time... anong oras nko mkkpasok... dpat 1330H mkpgtym-in nko... hay... sumakay ako ng jip...konti lng ung psahero...hay...mdalang lng din ung sumasaky pg puno si mnaong...ung unang jip n nskyan ko nhuli pa ng MMDA... badtrip tlga! ung 2nd n nskyan ko, takaw din sa pasahero...gusto lhat knya...ang tagal niang umalis sa may evangelista...huhuhu...ang tagal.... potek....kung pede lng paliparin ung jip, ginawa ko na... tnext ko n c tita nforming her na uuwi ako dhil naiwan ko ung DTR ko... hai... pagdating ko sa bhay, nkita nko ni tita nsa malayo plng ako kya hawak n niya kgad ung DTR ko... thank you po!... nkita ko din si mama, nsa taas...ngsasampay ng nilbhan nia... hai...sorry po! panigurado, make-up duty n nmn un... hay... mejo mtrafic n pbalik...lalo n sa may edsa... huhu...i was hopeless that time...not even superman cud save me... i'm doomed! aun....late n nga tlga...pagbaba ko ng UN station, hndi nko tumakbo para habulin ang oras sa bandi clock....it was too late... parang latang-lata ako....i was thinking not to attend my duty anymore, besides i'm already late... hay... kso naicip ko, bka i-charge ako ng unexcused make-up duty and that wud cost me much.... aaww...kya pumasok nlng ako... aun...duti-dutihan...hndi pko ready mgpasa ng NP that tym kxe hndi pko tpos... hahaha... wat's new wid me ba? always late...always cramming... hay... at the end of our duty, nkita ko cla brion and lizet sa nsg service offide... i hugged lizet and greeted her a happy birthday!!!! i love her... really! then came him (^^)... la lng... i had an idea of what was gonna happen... he followed her... i witnessed his love for her.... ahihi... i even shouted GO ___!!! kaso ang bagal nia ehh...kea aun, nauna n ung isa... hay... sad...super sad.. durog... pero okay lng nmn... aun...kme nlng ni brion ung nauna... gusto sana nmn xang samahan eh...kso gabi na...aun...c brion nlng ung kinulit ko sa jip...haha...he was about to tell sumthing... related sa knila... hai...ayaw png sbhin sken eh cnimulan n nia... kanina ko nga lang nbasa eh... for now, i wud just want to pretend na hndi ko xa nbsa...
Friday, jan. 30, 2009~ ang aga nmn sa skul knina...takte... 747H ako nkpagtym-in...sbi kce dpat dw before 800H nsa skul na... meron kxe kme kninang seminar with Mrs. Po...(forgot her name...soo sorry!)she's a board member of the board of nursing.... she explained to us the do's and don'ts sa NLE...hay...mejo konti lng nrinig ko atska naintindihan kxe i was very sleepy that time... hay...atska... singit ko lng..ang aga nmn dumating sa venue...we sat on the seats in front, hoping that wud be our seat for the day...kso pinalipiat kme sa likod....and it was bullshit! hay... aun nga...balik tyo ulit... antok ako...sobra... hay... nung ntapos ung exam, we went ot moa for lunch...jabee kme kumaen... then bumalik sa skool for re-take ng exam sa LMR..5 p nmn ung exam kea we stayed at the library...at as usual, umatke si antok... we slept ove rthe table... nghanap p kme ni menchie ng site n malayo sa mata ng mga librarian...(bwal kxe matulog sa lib...)...haha...tas umkyat n kme nung 5pm na...tgal p nmng nkhanap ng rum knina... tae.. para kmeng nomads... hehehebut anyweiz, mejo madali yta ung exam knina...salamt sa libro at notebook ko...kung hndi ko cguro cla bnasa, wala akong masasagot.... after the exem, umuwi ndin kme kgad...punta cla mench ng moa preo hndi kme sumama ni rj... fudtrip nlng kme sa may tulay...(fishball and kikiam+ sparkle) hehe...mukha n nmn xa malungkot...auko ng gnun xa... nga pla... i talked wid kwek over the fone...nmiz ko lng kc xa...he was so busy with his work...that sometimes i feel neglected...ahehe...drama... kea i requested for pasalubong... hehe...my dinner dw kxe xa wid his brothers sa SFC... aun... good boy nmn xa kc bnili nia tlga ako ng pasalubong hehehe....
aun...
and the rest was history....
BTW... baby, thank you for the strawberry mousse... i so love it!
and i love you too!!!
i mean it! from the bottom of my heart!
^^
nkakatamad n eh....357H n orasan ng PC ko... geh...
ciao...
Monday, January 26, 2009
hai...
i woke up early today... mga around 430 am... i was like, "omigosh, ang skit ng batok ko!!!" i'm not in a proper body position during my sleep the entire night... hai... and then i heard my mom and my tita... they were like saying, " ihanda mu na yung gnto...", "asan na ung ano...?", "bilisan mu na jan..".. they were talking to my sister jing, who's going to laguna today for their camping churva... it's a school activity (CWTS yta...) she'll be out of town for 3 days and 3 nights i guess... nku, i'm gonna miss her... hahaaha... san mei pasalubong xa sken na buko pie from colettes! hehehe...
it's complicated... hahaha...i changed my relationship status... b4, nklgay dun 'in a rel' ako... hahaha... feeler... i really dunno kung anong stats nmn... i wish alam ko diba... nkakatawa lng kc tlgang i have no idea...and i'm allowing it to happen to me... i knew n hndi dpat... i hate it kpag may mga ngtatanong skn or smen kung ano b kme...(xempre tao kme!)... some wud say, "kayo nb?" and all i cud give is a faint smile... xaa ewan ko...
i hate that part ng question and answer portion...ang skit sa utak... hndi ko alam kung anong isasagot... hai nko...hirap iexplain... nkakatawa na nkakalungkot na nkakabaliw....hahahahaha... :'(... pero cguro nga gnun tlga... but i cannot deny the fact that i'm happy wen i'm wid him...
woot...woot..*there goes the owl* hahaha....
nkakatakot, bka kc in the long run, i'l end up broken and crying... auko na! pagod nko dun eh...
haha...*there i go agen....pardon me for whining over and over about this and that...hahahaa*
ciao!^^
it's complicated... hahaha...i changed my relationship status... b4, nklgay dun 'in a rel' ako... hahaha... feeler... i really dunno kung anong stats nmn... i wish alam ko diba... nkakatawa lng kc tlgang i have no idea...and i'm allowing it to happen to me... i knew n hndi dpat... i hate it kpag may mga ngtatanong skn or smen kung ano b kme...(xempre tao kme!)... some wud say, "kayo nb?" and all i cud give is a faint smile... xaa ewan ko...
i hate that part ng question and answer portion...ang skit sa utak... hndi ko alam kung anong isasagot... hai nko...hirap iexplain... nkakatawa na nkakalungkot na nkakabaliw....hahahahaha... :'(... pero cguro nga gnun tlga... but i cannot deny the fact that i'm happy wen i'm wid him...
woot...woot..*there goes the owl* hahaha....
nkakatakot, bka kc in the long run, i'l end up broken and crying... auko na! pagod nko dun eh...
haha...*there i go agen....pardon me for whining over and over about this and that...hahahaa*
ciao!^^
Sunday, January 18, 2009
0137am
today is jan. 19, 2009!!! happy birthday ate rose!!!! miz kn nmen!!! super!!! haiz...wala nkong load...chekop na...syang!! nyweiz, dapat tlga ngttype ako ngayon ng NP for grandcase eh... kso eto ako ngayon at ngbblog...hehehe... paxaway na bata!!!! lagot ako sknila.... grabe, nging habit ko ng maging dilat ng gnitong oras pra mg-browse sa internet...mgfriendster, mgmultiply, mag-facebook...at kung anu-anu pa... adik nko mxado sa net... hahaha...
last friday, we had our midterm exams... wah... super saglit lng ako ng-review ng mga notes... take note, wala p kong mxadong alam sa LMR!!! super boring kxe nung subject n un (sori ma'm!)... hay... i need a miracle! sabe sa CON mlalaman sa midterm grades kung mkkpasok ka sa list ng mga ggraduate!! huhuhuhuhu... gusto kong mkasama sa list!... sana....
eto pang isang badtrip... grandcase n nmen sa jan. 24...sa sat n un...paxahan n dw mmya.... kkaasar!!! isiexpect b nilang mkkpagpasa kme ng mgandang case sa loob ng ilang araw lang??? takte...eh ung last Case pres nmen almost two months nmn ung pnghandaan...grrr... sana ngiicip cla....
hay...aun lng...
nglabas lng ako ng hinaing ko sa buhay!!!!
ciao!
^^
last friday, we had our midterm exams... wah... super saglit lng ako ng-review ng mga notes... take note, wala p kong mxadong alam sa LMR!!! super boring kxe nung subject n un (sori ma'm!)... hay... i need a miracle! sabe sa CON mlalaman sa midterm grades kung mkkpasok ka sa list ng mga ggraduate!! huhuhuhuhu... gusto kong mkasama sa list!... sana....
eto pang isang badtrip... grandcase n nmen sa jan. 24...sa sat n un...paxahan n dw mmya.... kkaasar!!! isiexpect b nilang mkkpagpasa kme ng mgandang case sa loob ng ilang araw lang??? takte...eh ung last Case pres nmen almost two months nmn ung pnghandaan...grrr... sana ngiicip cla....
hay...aun lng...
nglabas lng ako ng hinaing ko sa buhay!!!!
ciao!
^^
Sunday, January 11, 2009
twilight
it's past 3 in the morning... nag-aadik n nmn ako...can't sleep...kakatpos ko lng mgsabong ng mga binabad kong damit *labandera?* hehehe... nyweiz, mejo okei nman ang araw ko ngayon... puro tawanan... except knina pag-uwi ko galing smbahan... haiz, nkita ko xa... aun... masaya... oo... kso andun ung takot at kaba... pinaiyak nia ako...*echos* haha... at lsit msabi ko sknya ung gusto kong sbihin... gud thing understanding xa... grrr... ang lamig.. super...
geh na... tntamad nkong mg-ytpe eh... tsaka la n rin akong naiicip...
ciao....
PS...
may nkakabasa b ng mga nkalagay sa blog ko n to?
wala lng! eh kxe gusto ko lng malaman...
feel free to comment...
nyak parang may kacomment-comment d2 sa mga post ko...hahaha
basta aun...
pis ya ol!
geh na... tntamad nkong mg-ytpe eh... tsaka la n rin akong naiicip...
ciao....
PS...
may nkakabasa b ng mga nkalagay sa blog ko n to?
wala lng! eh kxe gusto ko lng malaman...
feel free to comment...
nyak parang may kacomment-comment d2 sa mga post ko...hahaha
basta aun...
pis ya ol!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
by the river...
done reading paulo coelho’s “by the river piedra i sat down and wept”…
a poetic story that reflects the depth of love and life…
it was a good novel indeed… i rated it with four shining stars… hehehe…
you must read it too guys…
here are some of the good lines that i quoted from the novel…
hope you’d like it too!!!
~~~ God is wherever we allow Him to enter…
~~~ And with love, there are no rules…
~~~ The heart decides, and what it decides is all that really matters…
~~~ True love is an act of total surrender…
~~~ To love is to be in communication with the other and to discover in that other the spark of God…
~~~ ” You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen”
~~~ Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks…
~~~ ” I can read your eyes. I can read your heart. You are going to fall in love. And suffer.”
~~~ ” The wise are only wise because they love. And foolish are foolish only because they think they can understand love.”
~~~ Anyone who can conquer her heart can conquer the world…
~~~ To love is to lose control..
~~~ ” No, no, I cannot allow such a crack to form. No matter how small.”
~~~ Love is a trap. When it appears, we see only its light not its shadows…
~~~ Don’t just fall into playing a role…
~~~ ” I knew he was going to turn my world upside down. My brain warned me, but my heart didn’t want to take it’s advice.”
~~~ ” I admire you. And I admire the battle you’re waging with your heart.”
~~~ ” There are some things in life that are worth fighting for to the end. You are worth it.”
~~~ A fall from the third floor hurts as much as a fall from the hundredth…
~~~ May the love grow in me and in the man to whom it is dedicated…
~~~ Love doesn’t ask many questions, because if we stop to think we become fearful. It’s an explicable fear; it’s difficult to describe it. Maybe it’s the fear of being scorned, of not being accepted, or of breaking the magic spell. It’s ridiculous but that’s the way it is…
~~~ The fate of mountains is terrible. They are destined to look out at the same scene forever…
~~~ You already have my heart…♥♥♥
~~~ Fortunate are those who take the first steps…
~~~ ” Thank you, Lord because I was a lost sheep and you brought me back. Because my life as dead, and you revived it. Because love wasn’t alive in my heart and you gave me back that gift.”
~~~ Love existed before and will go on forever…
~~~ Dreams mean work…
first entry!!!
i'm daisy...
i just turned 20 last dec.10..
i'm the eldest of the six siblings...
my mom's a midwife and my dad's a soldier...
i have a one big happy family...
i'm a fourth year Nursing student at Manila Doctors College
*hopefully graduating this march 2009* yey!... so excited*
Singing is my passion!!!!
nyweiz, i am an active member of the MUSIC MINISTRY at the Our Lady of the Most Blessed Sacrament Parish in Pasay City for almost four years already...
member ako ng 2 choir group sa parish...
Singing Heralds and Vocal Ensemble...
I also take part in the activities of the Parish Youth Ministry...
wut else?!?!
i love to eat!!!!hahaha...
super takaw ko tlga...ewan ko ba....
i'm not even conscious with the foods that i eat! mahilig ako sa taba!!! *i so LOVE it!*
i am a book cockroach!*pauso lang!* hehehe...
i love reading books... kaso minsan la nkong tym mgbasa eh...
so aun muna...
watch out for my upcoming posts....
feel free to send ur comments!!!
woah..
so excited for my first blog entry...
hihi^^
ciao!
i just turned 20 last dec.10..
i'm the eldest of the six siblings...
my mom's a midwife and my dad's a soldier...
i have a one big happy family...
i'm a fourth year Nursing student at Manila Doctors College
*hopefully graduating this march 2009* yey!... so excited*
Singing is my passion!!!!
nyweiz, i am an active member of the MUSIC MINISTRY at the Our Lady of the Most Blessed Sacrament Parish in Pasay City for almost four years already...
member ako ng 2 choir group sa parish...
Singing Heralds and Vocal Ensemble...
I also take part in the activities of the Parish Youth Ministry...
wut else?!?!
i love to eat!!!!hahaha...
super takaw ko tlga...ewan ko ba....
i'm not even conscious with the foods that i eat! mahilig ako sa taba!!! *i so LOVE it!*
i am a book cockroach!*pauso lang!* hehehe...
i love reading books... kaso minsan la nkong tym mgbasa eh...
so aun muna...
watch out for my upcoming posts....
feel free to send ur comments!!!
woah..
so excited for my first blog entry...
hihi^^
ciao!
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